Some days I feel like the thread attached to someone else’s needle.
I’m a light-weight thread that periodically slips through the eye.
God’s hand keeps redirecting me back through the center.
My work is not done.
I can’t see what he’s making. I’m not quite sure why I keep blindly following.
I feel compelled, and there is something inside of me that is spurring me on.
I’m deeply embedded now. At times I wish I could unravel. However, it is too late.
The only way out is forward.
The past two days I’ve had some haunting dreams, and I awake knowing I must take action to move myself out of danger’s way.
The panic has been replaced with resignation – an acceptance of what I must do.
I’ve seen signs several times indicating that I do make it out. I’m not sure if this is true or merely false encouragement.
All I know is that I must hold tightly to my intuition, and keep blocking the signals meant to distract and mislead me.
And, by the way, my sanity is fine. These intermissions come and go.