The running script of thoughts I’ve taken the time to digitally commit here are mere snapshots of some of the things that have whirled around me these past couple of years. The act of writing down and reading back my thoughts has been therapeutic for me. My emotional roller-coaster has slowed down as daily routines have taken over.
I’m not sure what madness inspired me to put my deeply personal story out here for the world to read. The reality is that everyone has a story, and in the rush of living, the rest of the world barely listens to individual stories outside of their own. However, through my emotional ups and downs I have been forced to take the blinders off of my eyes.
I don’t think I’ll ever be able to embrace the harsh attitude so many people take. Though, I have had passing feelings of anger and hurt at other’s insensitivity. These feelings pass since I don’t choose to wallow in negativity. I still feel the Holy Spirit within and without me trying to hold me up, and it has shown me the path to greater self-love and confidence.
I’m not sure how much I’m going to commit to this digital diary in the future. I’m hoping to start a longer writing project moving in a different direction and into a new form.
Knowing me, I will probably update this periodically with spontaneous poetry and other inane musings.
movingforwardslowly 