The blue light cracked the line of my visual horizon.
It emanated an alarming signal of disruption.
A seal of protection had been breached.
This alarming image was seared into my consciousness.
The chaos that ensued spanned out over the years,
An uncountable loss.
It shook the core of my sanity and every value
That had ever been instilled.
An unnamed enemy was on the loose.
My trust was dissolved and suspicion took its place.
This disruption changed everything about my world.
I keep looking back picking up stray memories
From my past, trying to piece together a puzzle.
When I look back many things do not make sense.
However, speculation can wind around and around,
Getting me no closer to the truth.
What I am left with is what I have chosen to believe.
I do believe that each new day will bring new opportunities
To explore. I still have hope and faith in the light
Within me that guides me forward.
Some thoughts are left unexplored, for I fear there
will be things that I could not bare to know.
My trust has been badly broken, and I am slowly
Working on its repair.
I know that there are probably others like me,
And it is this thought that keeping me moving
FORWARD.
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